Man I am so tired. Mama has been in the hospital for a few days now, we’ve been back and forth visiting her. I don’t want to be upset with her but she won’t/can’t see that its her actions and habits that put her in the hospital every time. She even wanted me to take her for a ride yesterday so she could smoke smh. I don’t know what to do or say to her. Personally if I had lost my leg I would do everything I could to keep my health up. She doesn’t see it that way I guess. I’m exasperated tho. I think I need to make a doc appointment. Here lately I’ve been tired af, when I wake up my body is sore, and now my headaches are slowly but surely coming back. I haven’t told Gray yet, I wanna see how bad they get 1st. Good thing tho, I’m losing weight and I’m so happy about it. All I did was cut out a lot of junk food and sodas. Now I need a lil workout regimen so I can tone up. It trips me out to see my clothes falling off me lol. Now I get to shop for me..yay 😀
Monthly Archives: September 2012
nothing to say really, just listening to music and folding clothes.
Some people come into your life and they are like leaves on a tree. They are only there for a season. You can’t depend on them or count on them because they are weak and only there to give you shade. Like leaves, they are there to take what they need and as soon as it gets cold or a wind blows in your life they are gone. You can’t be angry at them, it’s just who they are.
There are some people who come into your life and they are like branches on a tree. They are stronger than leaves, but you have to be careful with them. They will stick around through most seasons, but if you go through a storm or two in your life it’s possible that you could lose them. Most times they break away when it’s tough. Although they are stronger than leaves, you have to test them out before you run out there and put all your weight on them. In most cases they can’t handle too much weight. But again, you can’t be mad with them, it’s just who they are.
If you can find some people in your life who are like the roots of a tree then you have found something special. Like the roots of a tree, they are hard to find because they are not trying to be seen. Their only job is to hold you up and help you live a strong and healthy life. If you thrive, they are happy. They stay low key and don’t let the world know that they are there. And if you go through an awful storm they will hold you up. Their job is to hold you up, come what may, and to nourish you, feed you and water you.
Just as a tree has many limbs and many leaves, there are few roots. Look at your own life. How many leaves, branches and roots do you have? What are you in other people’s lives?