Monthly Archives: May 2014

1 of my FAVE stephen king books

 

i’ll add the rest once i find them #giddy

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DaREVOLUTIONARYWitDaTattoos

i don’t agree with everything he says but dammit, its refreshing.

shrug life

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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plutocracy

 

 

 

 

 

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♪i been dranking, i been dranking♪

nah let me quit playing. i have been though lol (mang-o-ritas are my friends). i don’t even know why that popped in my head but, whatever. once the kids finally got settled down, we went to sleep round 11, checked out a lil after 5:30 this morning. we were a lil tired and seem to have been drag assing all day, well i know i have.ny went to sleep around 6 without even eating dinner. and has not moved lol. according to facebook posts, the power came back on after 12. i have been back and forth all day cleaning and washing. so now i am stretched out with my drink and smoke, watching t.v. but not really. more relaxing than anything. just felt like typing some gibberish.

o.a.n., W/we had a nice talk the other day, i think. after letting that information sink in i already know what tomorrow’s Daddi-cation will be. even wrote it down to make sure i don’t forget lol (cuz i tend to forget lol).

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power’s out

We’re having a blackout and its hot. Smh my black ass can’t deal. Bout to get a room with the kids.

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we’re here. i have the ac on blast. lol the kids are kinda mad they have to share a bed, but whatever. they’ll be otay. hope they got things together by morning down there.

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just waking up

i was out like a light last night but happy to not have a hangover. the 1st thing that popped in my head upon waking was it was easier in the beginning. When W/we were just “fucking round, fucking round”, so i am going to try my best to get back to that mindset.

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tgif i reckon

i am sitting here getting high airplanes and satellites. trying my best to shut my mind up. the fallout from yesterday’s conversation is epic. He is most definitely pissed off at me. i have no one to blame but me. instead of just taking His message for what it was (kind of touching base, i suppose), i reacted a totally different way and went way off to the left. i just should have said, “ok Daddi. hope we get to talk soon.” and left it at that. now He’s all kinds of furious with me. i didn’t want to do anything for mother’s day; now i just want to get out the house for a lil bit. take myself to a movie or something. i hope He accepts my apology, even if He doesn’t forgive me. i told Him i was going to work on not being a brat. i went all bratty anyway.

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He said He can be cold. i know that and i don’t want that. i didn’t make it any better, i made it worse. my problem is me reacting. i don’t think beforehand. i’m going to be up for a terrible punishment… or maybe i won’t. which would be worse frankly. so when He speaks to me again, i will be as humble as i can. i won’t bring up feelings. i will think before i react. this will prevent me from acting out. i will give Him His space, i won’t bother Him unless i’m summoned or told to do otherwise. i will, finally, stop being a brat. He doesn’t deserve my behavior, especially irrational behavior. i will be  better because that is what He deserves.

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