Monthly Archives: October 2015

10:01 pm
in some ways i view this as a conversation with one’s higher self. and it hit me that sometimes we can tell ourselves the truth and still have trouble believing. this is edited a little from the original but clearly roland is having issues digesting what he was being told, and this was after he was given an awesome vision that showed him only a snippet of what was being explained to him. even though he grew up in a world where unexplained and magical things occurred on a regular, his finite mind still denied or couldn’t accept the infinite. his social conditioning to an extent, was preventing him from gaining that knowledge. he couldn’t deal (in my opinion) that things he was taught about his world and as an extension, how he carried himself and even what he believed about himself are wrong. i am not even trying to understand the universe yet, just myself, and i feel i am facing the same mental roadblocks. 
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10:29 am in some ways i view this as a conversation with one’s higher self. and it hit me that sometimes we can tell ourselves the truth and still have trouble believing. this is edited a little from the original but clearly roland is having issues digesting what he was being told, and this was after he was given an awesome vision that showed him only a snippet of what was being explained to him. even though he grew up in a world where unexplained and magical things occurred on a regular, his finite mind still denied or couldn’t accept the infinite. his social conditioning to an extent, was preventing him from gaining that knowledge. he couldn’t deal (in my opinion) that things he was taught about his world and as an extension, how he carried himself and even what he believed about himself are wrong. i am not even trying to understand the universe yet, just myself, and i feel i am facing the same mental roadblocks. https://youtu.be/teO8xFW1-CI

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7:28 am i have been up since 5:38 smh

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